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evianbld's Journal
Created on 2006-05-09 23:20:31 (#10205374), last updated 2008-05-14
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Basic Info| Name: | evianbld |
|---|---|
| Location: | New York, United States |
| Website: | _almost_perfect |
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kitcatdance@yahoo.com BioBasics: I'm a perfectionist almost to the point of OCD. I've always had good self-esteem yet I'm now starting to hate my body. All my life I've suffered from overeating and being slightly overweight. I've been a dancer since age five (ballet and jazz) so I've always been surrounded by those thinner than me. I'm dead sick of it so that's why I throw up so much. Sometimes I really just wish I could stop and lose weight on a normal diet, but it seems i'm never able to eat just enough. I always end up eating too much (or what my disorder tells me is too much) so i throw it up.
The only bones i have naturally are my collar bones and on my wrists. My ribs are almost there. But my obsession are hip bones. I want them so badly.
Quotes:
Your stomach isn't grumbling...it's applauding!
The longer you fast, the easier it is to continue with it. (so true!)
Pictures:
I have a ton more. Getting these pictures is an obsession of mine
The only bones i have naturally are my collar bones and on my wrists. My ribs are almost there. But my obsession are hip bones. I want them so badly.
Quotes:
Your stomach isn't grumbling...it's applauding!
The longer you fast, the easier it is to continue with it. (so true!)
Pictures:
I have a ton more. Getting these pictures is an obsession of mine
ConnectInterests (46):
ana, anorexia, ballet, binge eating disorder, binge/purge, body image, bulimarexia, bulimia, burning calories, compulsive eating, compulsive overeating, dance, diet, eating disorders, ed, ednos, exercise, extreme dieting, fasting, fat, food issues, hate, hunger, jazz, losing weight, mia, music, obsession, overweight, perfection, pro-ana, pro-ed, pro-mia, purge, restricting, self-esteem, self-improvement, skinny, starving, thin, vegetarian, vitamins, vomiting, weight, weight loss, working out
External Services:
 | evianbld@livejournal.com |
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